making progress

well it's a monday bloody morning... and i have to go to work!!! oh fuck me.. really its messed up i hate my job, and i have to go.. cuz i have debts to pay and another reason is that i havent start my way towards my career.. but i will and i'll be glad!!

FOOD(**ICK**)

anyway haven't eaten since friday and it feels good to be empty!!.. well i dont wanna go back to i.p for sure.. that's a scary ass place. that why ill just loose for now like another 5-10 ponds.. (that would make me around 90.. not bad.. man i'm never staisfied.. sometmes i think i'm cursed)and cool it so my mom doesn't freak out and then when i go off to university i can do what the hell i want!! i mean seriously they just don't understand.. u know that fear u get when u watch a really scary movie or when u have walk down a dark alley by yourself.. thats how i feel about food and eating it and all that yuck in my body .. it's just not rite... i'm not asking for much i just want it off!! just oof and never come back(it= fat) i'm sorry i wont make this post about my e.d. i have another blog for that. where i get more in depth.

WEEKEND ACTION

Well my week end started off pretty lame.. and upseting.. had nothing to do on a friggin friday night!! equals lame.. i didnt feel like going anywhere anyway..lol

had some issues with my ex- g/f i mean nothing dramatic but it still was a bit upseting.. not even getting into it

then saturday i was just chillin went to a friends house. i met some people ofcourse ...ok i admit it! i met some women

lol..yea pretty nice had a few drinks chat a bit u know just ultimate chilling and just have a nice time

however, lets just say that some ppl wanted more than a 'nice' time..hehe

well 2 infact with me. i felt strange at time.. this one chick D kept saying i have a beuatiful body and she wants to eat me up like a hershey's chocolate.. lol i know. we danced alot together

it was awesome dancing with D i was grinding on her and she was grinding on me..(kinda like sex on the dance floor thing.. )

fucking loved it!

love a nice butt!

so sunday rolls around and i went with my friend to the one of the same chicks house
we played taboo!!! my fav! haha...anyway we like playing and others playing dominoes and cards

say a bout 12-15 ppl there..

some how i just dont know how really(**lying**) lol

i ended up upstairs..it was really hot tho.. i went upstais with one of the chicks lets call her S.

yea we were kissing for a long time and touching and it was just steamy

loved it!

and like omg she slapped my ass! lol i like it ..

so we are getting it on and like in 2 secs we are butt naked and all upon each other

then her friend walks in! D..lol

at this point im too involve and heated to even question it ..lol

i was like oh fuck it! get over here sweetie...

all in all we were in the bed.. on the balcony(its high up lol)

in bathroom.. in the shower on the roof.. just all over the place..

really good!

i think we came back with everyone like around 9pm lol

i know! i left the game at 2pm

mm well 2-9pm is minor.. to me.. i should have been staying the whole night..

but i have work in the morn!!(**pissed**) lol

but yea all in all it was hot fun!

SCHOOL
I HAVE TO STUDY. S.A.TS COMING UP FAST..

JUST PRACTICING THE MATHS ECTION.. I MEAN I'M NOT WORRIED AND THAT'S A GOOD SIGN..

BUT I HAVE TO KICK THIS EXAM'S ASS..LOL

YEA THE HIGHEST IS 2400.. SO THATS MY AIM!!

LOVE YALL AND ALL WHO READ JUST COMMEN ME I MAN ITS ONLY THE RITE THING AND WELL MANNERED THING TO DO... LOL

**SMOCCHES**