week end!!!

i'm so happy its the bloody weekend people!!!...

haha i don't know why i'm so excited anyway come to think of it... this weekend involve studying and redecorating house... not that i mind that but what i do mind is that my weekend will involve no form of or has no possiblity of sex!!! damn !!

yea sucks for me and you know why... this damn thing called the period!! man i hate it.. seriously if i had the money i'd get these darn things removed... or maybe just find someway to stop my period.. honestly.. well the upside is i get no cramps or any bull like that so ..mm its ok i guess.. anyway enough about stinky periods:-( stayed home yesterday from work... yay for me! well on the first day of my period i don't like to go to work.. i'm such a bitch on that day! lol so i studied alot.. so proud hehe

well like lastnight sanny calls me up rite..(sanny is my friend...and shes coo)l we hook up sometimes(i.e.sex) yea we were talking lastnight bout lots a stuff and she like oh my moms going to the country for the weekend and i could come over and have all the crazy 'fun' (by fun u know.. hehe) i want... in my head i dive off a cliff head first!! but out of my mouth came i can't hun my period's here.. i think she blew herself up in her head the way she was acting...lol she was more upset than me over my period... she was like " oh man thats not fair... yadda yadda...i really wanna get naughty with you...." and the rest i'll keep to myself for my personal amusement... kidding i just feel a little embarassed by what she was saying.. things like you get me so hot and your like the best sex i have ever had and i'm really good in bed and know exactly what a woman wants and how she wants and so on... i don't know i just feel funny when ppl go on like that.... am i weird??

anyway all in all i'm gona be chillin with her at the house.. cuz she says she wants and like my company... so i will cuz she's good company too...
today i don'y have any plans but i'll just going with the moment..! let y'all know how it went

i'm gona study from 7am saturday till around 1pm then swing by her(sanny) and stay till 5pm then leave and go to play pool with mark and couple other chicks that i think are super!(chrissy, stacey,diane, lushane and sarah.. 2 of these girls were the ones i had the 3some with the other day) then by 9pm im back at candice and then by 12 midnight or there about i'll be home.

yay!

......... ramblings

is it just me or society tend to determine what is accepted or not accepted. what is to be or not to be, what is right and what isn't.. ok are we drones in the society that are program to do what the majority does.. lol just a thought
so i was chilling with myfriends at our regular pool place.. which is my friends chrissy house lol
yea so we are there and otherppl are there too.. so cris this guy who's reallly cool was playing pool so wanted a game... i won! well duh crisis what we call a 'face boy'. as in he only looks good but does nothing good.
i was on the couch at one point and my friend mark and i were talking and he asked me (he's str8 by the way) 'what is it about women that turns u on so?'... in my head i'm like what the fuck is this... i mean is hould ask him the same question lol.. but hey i felt like humoring him.... so upon telling him my thoughts on the question.... i gained a friend....she says she not a lesbian or bi.. she says shes str8 lol but yet she wants me to dance with her and kiss herand touch her in ways that might be deamed 'lesbian like'. but hey i was just having funa dn so was she.. its ok wit me!
WHAT IS IT ABOUT WOMEN???

well what ever it is i love it!! and they are to treasured..

making progress

well it's a monday bloody morning... and i have to go to work!!! oh fuck me.. really its messed up i hate my job, and i have to go.. cuz i have debts to pay and another reason is that i havent start my way towards my career.. but i will and i'll be glad!!

FOOD(**ICK**)

anyway haven't eaten since friday and it feels good to be empty!!.. well i dont wanna go back to i.p for sure.. that's a scary ass place. that why ill just loose for now like another 5-10 ponds.. (that would make me around 90.. not bad.. man i'm never staisfied.. sometmes i think i'm cursed)and cool it so my mom doesn't freak out and then when i go off to university i can do what the hell i want!! i mean seriously they just don't understand.. u know that fear u get when u watch a really scary movie or when u have walk down a dark alley by yourself.. thats how i feel about food and eating it and all that yuck in my body .. it's just not rite... i'm not asking for much i just want it off!! just oof and never come back(it= fat) i'm sorry i wont make this post about my e.d. i have another blog for that. where i get more in depth.

WEEKEND ACTION

Well my week end started off pretty lame.. and upseting.. had nothing to do on a friggin friday night!! equals lame.. i didnt feel like going anywhere anyway..lol

had some issues with my ex- g/f i mean nothing dramatic but it still was a bit upseting.. not even getting into it

then saturday i was just chillin went to a friends house. i met some people ofcourse ...ok i admit it! i met some women

lol..yea pretty nice had a few drinks chat a bit u know just ultimate chilling and just have a nice time

however, lets just say that some ppl wanted more than a 'nice' time..hehe

well 2 infact with me. i felt strange at time.. this one chick D kept saying i have a beuatiful body and she wants to eat me up like a hershey's chocolate.. lol i know. we danced alot together

it was awesome dancing with D i was grinding on her and she was grinding on me..(kinda like sex on the dance floor thing.. )

fucking loved it!

love a nice butt!

so sunday rolls around and i went with my friend to the one of the same chicks house
we played taboo!!! my fav! haha...anyway we like playing and others playing dominoes and cards

say a bout 12-15 ppl there..

some how i just dont know how really(**lying**) lol

i ended up upstairs..it was really hot tho.. i went upstais with one of the chicks lets call her S.

yea we were kissing for a long time and touching and it was just steamy

loved it!

and like omg she slapped my ass! lol i like it ..

so we are getting it on and like in 2 secs we are butt naked and all upon each other

then her friend walks in! D..lol

at this point im too involve and heated to even question it ..lol

i was like oh fuck it! get over here sweetie...

all in all we were in the bed.. on the balcony(its high up lol)

in bathroom.. in the shower on the roof.. just all over the place..

really good!

i think we came back with everyone like around 9pm lol

i know! i left the game at 2pm

mm well 2-9pm is minor.. to me.. i should have been staying the whole night..

but i have work in the morn!!(**pissed**) lol

but yea all in all it was hot fun!

SCHOOL
I HAVE TO STUDY. S.A.TS COMING UP FAST..

JUST PRACTICING THE MATHS ECTION.. I MEAN I'M NOT WORRIED AND THAT'S A GOOD SIGN..

BUT I HAVE TO KICK THIS EXAM'S ASS..LOL

YEA THE HIGHEST IS 2400.. SO THATS MY AIM!!

LOVE YALL AND ALL WHO READ JUST COMMEN ME I MAN ITS ONLY THE RITE THING AND WELL MANNERED THING TO DO... LOL

**SMOCCHES**

SAME COURSE NEW ACTIONS

hey guys oh wow some actually read this blog...thanks!

FOOD&WEIGHT

well i'm on the same couse which is to loose duh!

but i got my dextrime yesterday..

Has anyone ever used it?

Does it work?

well i 'm going to aerobic twice and week and and eating very lightly.

don't feel too bad about eating,

since i have to eat something to take the dextrime u know.

well i hope that i loose some off my fat ass by next week...

this is depressing

SEX

well the i've been seeing this girl for like a year now. the sex is amazing and i love her

but i guess all good things come to an end soon.

yea she left for university august... f*kingsucks!

mm but we had a mutual agreement when she left

if we are suppose to meet again or be together we will.

but shes her own woman and so am i. i met this girl. her names S.G.

yea she pretty cool.. we fool arond alot

but i dont wanna fuck her..mm she doesn't seem that interesting in bed

im sorry!! but its true... but shes a beautiful person tho.. thats

why shes my friend.

i went over to S.S house and we had crazy sex!!! lol

from 9am to 4pm.. mm not bad

but i wanted more.. i know

i hear it from her all the time NYMPO!!

but she is too so it work out great.

she has the nicest pussy ever i could be there all day.

it was just intense..

there something about women

i know im such a dyke!!! LOL

but yea women i just love making them smile, happy and feel good

and ofcourse making the cum and moan... i love that!

just a woman's moan alone can turn me so on!!

I LOVE PLEASING WOMEN

THEY ARE THE BEST THING ON EARTH!!

(not saying cuz i'm a girl..but even if i was a guy i would say that too.. but im glad i'm a girl lol)

next entry will be about our little sexcapade that i had with S.S

DANCE

dancing going on well not doing ballet as much anymore

just other tye of dance u know.

love hip-hop and contemporary now

cheerleading is ok too. kindof off season now u know

training not as often

SCHOOL

hopefully if there everything work out

i will e off to pursue my dream of

RADIOLOGY!!!